ARRRGH...
i've been saying this often.
how can i not. im stil at a lost.
stuck at a crossroad with uncertainty leading my way.
maybe nuthing good ever comes with saying what you really feel.
maybe i should jus keep to myself?
haish.

n***!

♥ 00:05

thinking to myself, was it really the best option?
im stuck with this thought. it keeps playing in my haed. over and over and over.
everyone i asked thought that it was never gonna end with a happy ending.
not a single one. and i was a fool to ever doubt them.
but i dunt know y i never listen to them. maybe i should.

trying to stay nice.

♥ 01:45

its been a while since i had a proper post. been busy with thing which i shouldnt be doin. and probably start studying for a change. commong test is coming and i am no where near confident in passing. let alone scoring. shessh.

i've been spending my time with aisha , the bukit batok lads, and the bp bros. and hols gonna end soon. so looks like i will be studying more(i hope).

well. wish me luck!

photos of aisha:



yups... the drawing in the paper is aisha! hahahahahahahahahaha XD


photos of bukit batok lads:



khyri cine and judd!

photo of bp bros:





sufie , me , hazmi ; photo taken by nab

me:

♥ 01:04

photos from the recent performance by comic strips;

♥ 01:07

something i read online about arsenal...

20 years ago today was the best day in the club’s history as far as I’m concerned. We had lead the League throughout the season, but had run out of puff by April. I really thought that we’d lost it when Derby beat us 2-1 at Highbury. (I always hated Dean Saunders after that game) But the emotion of Friday 26th May 2009 will stay with me forever. The match was played in the context of the Hillsborough disaster. Liverpool had also won the FA Cup so were going for the Double. We Gooners had drawn our last home match in an agonising, nailbiting 2-2 draw with Wimbledon. Was it me or can anyone alse remember Richardson taking about 12 corners in the last 5 mins? I was sitting my A levels at the time, but all I could concentrate on the whole day was the match in the evening. I worked out what team I would have picked. I dreamt of how we’d get the 2 goal advantage, what the HT and FT score would be. I shut my eyes and saw Adams lifting the trophy. I don’t think I’ve ever been so emotionally charged watching a game on TV. I’ve never felt so tense. It ended up with my younger sister watching it in her room, my parents watching it downstairs. I was far too nervy to watch it with anyone so I watched it on the TV in my parents’ room. I can remember shouting whem Smudger scored, but then scared it would not be given. I screamed when Thomas hit it straight at Grobbelaar after 75 mins as I thought that was our chance gone. The last 5 mins were just agony and bloody ITV kept the ticking down clock on the screen. I yelled at the tele for them to take it off. And then the tears started to well up in my eyes as it began to hit me we might not do it. I just sat in silence crying as 90 mins approached. Next thing I knew Thomas was one on one. “hit it Mickey, hit it” I sreamed. And then the ecstasy. Throughout the Aw years, 3 jobs and 2 marriages - I don’t think I’ve ever had such a pure release of such emotion and joy. I leapt off the bed, jumped up and down and (apparently) just kept screaming “Yes, Yes we’ve done it” I went beserk. There’s still evidence of the crack in the loung ceiling from when I jumped off the bed. Next morning I apololised to the neighbours for the noise fromthe night before. I was on a high for about a week. Having seen the game again many times now the best images are the Arsenal players taking flowers to the liverpool fans, McMahon raising his finger telling all that there was 1 minute left, Rocky’s clenched fist and the look on his face when he won the free kick for the 1st goal, GG walking up the Anfield stairs with the trophy. So what were other posters doing 20 years ago? What are your memories? And do you think it was our greatest day?

I was probably not born yet. wish i was old enough to see it! argh!

♥ 11:39

my hearts ur hands....
the best i could do is be there for her...
she is in a rough patch...
but how i wish she would be mine...
if time is the answer...
i'll wait till the end of time...

♥ 01:00

spending 1400 on a less than perfect laptop...
how crappy can this thing be...
im so gonna give them a piece of my mind tomoro...
muahahahah!!!!

♥ 23:39